In like a lion

Well hello all! Again I fear it has been too long since I last updated this blog. And alas, I also fear that this is always how I start these blog posts. I unfortunately don't update this as much as I should but I never seem to have the time, and when I do, I completely forget about my poor blog. Maybe one of the issues for me in attempting to keep up with this is that I never know what to write about, then I go off and read and follow these fantastic blogs written by fantastic writers that are so stuffed full with the wisdom on the meaning of life that the ooey gooey philosophies seep slowly through the cracks and out from between the letters..... and then I catch the sudden inspiration at 10:27 at night surrounded by cold tea and the occasional blip of my Facebook notifications to actually write in here and I am struck with the realization that I have no flipping clue what to write and my writing feels childish and lack-luster and.... and.......
and so I am lost.
When I write on my own I am not lost at all.
Writing stories on my own I have the ideas and know what to say although I do catch the occasional writer's block.
When I write in my diary/journal/thing I know what to write because I can hear the personal thoughts echoing around my head and the memories of the day I need to record flab about like bats' wings.
Then I sit down at my computer to type a blog post and.....
Zilch.
Nothing.
Blah.
Well,  suppose I do have something to write, for you are reading it now, but it feels so lacking in meaning and interest that I just..... I just don't know.
I would treat this like a diary like some do but some things are too personal to share.....
Plus there's the fact that I am on the interwebs and there are some creepy people out there so I have to be careful about how much information I share about myself.
I would share my stories and poems that I write but the are still in the beginning processes and therefore are, I feel, unworthy to share as of this moment.
I would write about travel gladly but then soon I would run out of things to say because I am not, unfortunately, able to travel constantly since there is this little thing called money.... and school.
So, I need ideas on what to write about.
If I had some inspirational life story, this would be so much easier.
Well, we just finished reading Lord of the Flies in one of my classes so maybe that will provide some inspiration?
Or rants of sorts?
We'll see, but for now I must rest because I am TIRED of school and not getting sleep.
Goodnight, good morning, good morrow and cheers to all!